Flipping tables

It's not always an easy path doing life from the inside. Especially having such a ridiculously mean inner critic as I have. It's like I have a psychopath screaming at my brain 24/7 threatening me with a whip if I don't perform as I'm asked to! And now it's just me! There is actually no opressor with a whip next to me. Maybe in some other lifetime there was...it feels like it. I'm currently reading a fiction novel about Queen Esther...and do you know... Esther was actually my main imaginary friend when I was a kid. I identify SO deeply as a feminine soul who's incarnated MANY times into these oppressive/abusive lifetimes. So much rape/mamming/disrespect towards women. It's awful. And I know it still goes on in many places today. Can feel that energy around absolutely. Pops up on my social media comments sometimes.... This fear of the feminine...so much fear of the feminine...of her power/prowess/beauty/sexuality...her depth...they want to destroy her. Maybe it's the fear in the wounded masculine of his own ineptitude...that he lashes out at her. 

I feel its immenent now that as women we remove fear of our own power. If for thousands of years we were mistreated by people who feared our power, it's understandable that we would internalize that into fearing our OWN power. Our own sensuality, sexuality, gorgeousness, voluptiousness, oracle-ness, intuition, innate BEST qualities, everything to do with the power of carrying child and sacred birth....do you see how this ALL carries into the fear of making money too?

If a women is not supposed to be all that she just naturally IS and money amplifies her....than of COURSE she is going to avoid/resist/run from....financial wealth....to make financial wealth by BEING all of you, it requires you to purge out the piscean age of abuse against women. 

Women deserve to be safe. Women deserve to be fully expressed. We deserve to make all the money that we want to by being fully ourselves. Let there be a total table flipping of all the bullshit that ever stopped you from being you. 

I have the pleasure/pain of REMEMBERING these past lifetimes. They come up in my brain. I remember all of this and I am turning the table within myself, because I am here to lead. 

Your power is good. 

Money is your friend.

Your message is real.

Lead. 

I'll walk with you. 

As a healer and spiritual midwife of souls I SEE my clients. I see who they are. I see their beauty, that sometimes they can't see themselves. I escort them back into their bodies. I help them shift into embodied safety. I help them heal patterns from past lifetimes and their childhoods.....I help them bring their inner feminine/masculine into sacred union.... I help them remember their Soul's true sacred relationship with money....I help them birth their sacred missions. 

I know the past hurt, but you can birth anew now. It's time. 

Currently I am enrolling for Quantum Gold Mastermind. This is the place to unwind from the inside. To be cracked open by Christ and God flow from the inside of your crown and heart chakras. The flow is already there...it is an opening to what is already there! Your plans, your vision and your action steps. You next level of desired income. Your nourishing, prosperous, rewarding, fulfulling...all cards left on the table...life! The work is deep and it is sacred. Prepare for a flooding in of all that you've ever wanted to be and life/business reflecting this back to you. We do not hold back; this is a 9 month gestation period for the total birth of your Soul. 

I also have space open for my 3 month 1:1 energy healing program. This is for you if you are wanting inner child healing, trauma/abuse healing of this life or past, a re-integration of soul parts into body, deeper establishment of your own inner backbone and resiliency, soul voice healing, the rise of your Soul from the inside, happiness cracked open from inside your heart, healthy inner and outer boundaries in your life, harmonized relationships, deeper union with God and more...so that you can be fully you. So that you become more naturally glowy from the inside! 

If you are interested in Quantum Gold or Soul Sunrise, send me a private message here to start a conversation. 

So much love,

Katie

Personal power retrieval

I had to retrieve, heal & re-birth my personal power. It took me 11 years. Will never let her go again.

It’s actually not possible to lose yourself. But you can be temporarily snuffed out.

That light is always there on the inside though.. sometimes it takes shamanic journey work to re-find yourself, put glitter all over the inner walls of your solar plexus, hang up a few nice paintings, add a comfy lounge chair ... and THEN ...

L i s t e n 💫💫💫

What do you hear from God here? What gets said? What are you MOST aligned to do? What would make you feel happy? What do you WANT to create?

This is the inner retrieval process of your personal power. It might surprise you that your power feels soft. She’s taking her time. Unrushed. Unfeathered. The concept of being influenced by another’s thoughts does not even exist here. It is just you & the original flow of creation. The river flow from before time that you exist in & from, that you’ll dissolve back into when you go.

What wants to be made through you while you’re here?

You ancient star, you.

You bubbling over, joyful creatrix, you!

Let it all out.

Breathe it out into a book. A song. A piece of writing. Tell it to someone you care about.

The magic is inherent, it shouldn’t be rushed or looked at as though its flawed. Best to let creations express slightly tilted if they are, there are unseen reasons for these things. Like puzzle pieces that mend the souls of your audience in just that perfect, can’t be replicated way.

Unclench your throat & jaw. You don’t need to control this.

Ease, flow & surrender through your heart now.

Quantum Gold Mastermind is open for application. For old soul, angel queens who desire my support to birth your sacred selves & sacred businesses. Every relationship in your life - with partner, business, money - will mirror your inner sacred Union with God. ♾ link below to read more & apply here.

Katie

Spiritual communication with passed on loved ones

One of the most holy services that I get to provide is channeling information to my clients about their passed on loved ones. It's not something that I frequently promote, because I don't see myself as a medium. It's just something that happens, fairly regularly, in my client sessions. It can't not. I help my clients connect with themselves and with God deeper... so naturally these soul connections...with significant people they have known who have died....come up for processing. That might sound scientifi-cy but it's truly some of the more beautiful, profound, emotionally moving experiences I get to have with my clients. It's in the 5 stages of grief texts isn't it? That there's actually a 6th step? Where there is spiritual understanding of why the person died and this gives GREAT relief to my clients' hearts. I have experience with tuning into the reason from the soul about deaths from pregnancy experiences and any kind of death. 

Sometimes for client's who are carrying an ancestral lineage stored death. Like the memory of a parents' parent passing, for example. We can carry up to 7 generations back of memory. I often help clients move through traumas that they had no idea were stored in their cells but were severely limiting them in their lives. The soul and God always has a glorious plan for the life - sometimes it helps to have someone like me assist for some of the more strenous soul energy clearings...the ones people are scared to look at...or if there is self-blame around the loss... to be able to process, integrate and free the heart space into peaceful understanding.

There is usually a beautiful revealing of the heart of the karma between my client and their loved one's soul. THIS is where the next level release, spiritual understanding and peace comes out of....like the next level of relationship can happen. It's often peace that my client did not know was even possible. 

Feel free to private message me for 1 complimentary energy reading I will do through voice messenger on facebook. From there, we can chat about potential work together if you like. 

Katie

KatieAwake.com/newclients 

Tally hoooo on being YOU !

I can't seem to get my words out right now. I honestly feel this typhoon of raging going on in my belly. I'm sick of a lot of sh*t right now. Tired of this whole rat race. DONE trying to compete with anyone, anything, the idea of making money, doing things in ANY certain way. I am ONLY interested in being myself. DEEPER now. Like I'm going to scour out my Soul deeper, crawl inside and nap for 40 hours..I also want snacks. I want to see what I find here. I know there are layers I don't know about yet. I know that I don't need to prove anything to anyone. I am so sick of THAT path over there that I have gotten OFF of, of trying to prove myself in any way to anyone. There is this other golden path HERE in my own solar plexus...the gold of me...me in Christ..where I feel home. 

The only 'title' that really resonates with me is 'Healer'. I see people. I see souls. I see energy. I see the origin of things. I see where a pain, discomfort, confusion, self-doubt, tangled up unexpressed soul purpose, supressed soul gifts....I see where/why/how all these things and more are tangled up and unknown...or why they feel like a mysterious unknown. I have the joy of helping people get unlocked to themselves...and then to the world. You see, we are here to BE ourselves. No more, no less. Nothing needs to be added or taken away. No one is broken. You just need to unravel into being you. And then shine. Which you can't not. Maybe it wasn't ok for you to shine at some point, or maybe for lifetimes, but give yourself the permission now to be your FULL self! It's safe, it's ok, it's time. 

Hearts are often locked up, dulled, reversed to the back, hiding....as a way to self-protect. Like this 'I'll shut myself down so that no one can hurt me again' or 'I'll just tuck my own love away here so I never have to feel pain when I lose someone again'...things like that. Often times these are past life wounds too, harder to find! 

That's where I come in...to find, heal, retrieve and escort you back into your God union. So you can fly higher in your Spritual ascension/sacred union/soul business etc. 

If you are vibing with me, you're welcome to message me for a complimentary energy reading.

Living with a pure heart

Sometimes I misjudge a person and hope that it will be a wholesome exchange; then it turns out they are a scoundrel. lol. Just recently I got a text from a random number that said she was waiting on her flower delivery...asking when it was going to show up at her business. First I replied that it was the wrong number. Then she said she was sorry and thanked me for being kind. She then went on to try move the convo to telegram and sell me on crypto...*face palm. Can you believe that? They're literally looking for people who are kind enough to say 'wrong number' because they know people with pure hearts will always be hoping the person on the other end of the line is also possibly pure hearted! I think this is a lot of my life pain..being pure hearted, hopelessly optimistic, and just never ceasing to believe in the goodness of humanity! It also is why I'm at peace within myself....so that's worth it.

It's never necesary to close your heart. Not that it's wrong if you find that you have, from time to time, but do remember to open it again. 

I feel the desire to create an energy healing program for couples. If you want to find your way back to your heart again...and into more pure union together. If you want to heal at the core of past wounds, so you can fully open to her...to him...any genders of course. If you are seeking a partner, and want your inner unwinding work supported...accelerated...all into union with God....which is what makes you magnetic to your perfect match. 

This is a 6 month spiritual container with me. I'm in process of creating the details. Private message me here if this calls to you. 

with love,

Katie 

Sell from your heart!

 Being the force of nature that you are as a soul, means BEING her or him. It means this is WHO you've always been on this inside. It means turning up the dial BRIGHTER...to FULL FORCE.

Force not in they way of 'making something happen', or from rebelling, or from feeling you 'don't have' something therefore needing to go outside yourself to 'get' something. No. Force of Nature as the POWER that you just are. Force in the way of how God's love shapes this planet. Force in the way of, surrender to what is most holy and divine about you and BE that. 

Sometimes the voice of love cuts through lies. Sometimes she is a sword slicing through what is un-true, with the truth. 

Sometimes this is what people NEED to hear to say YES to themself. 

It is a good force. 

You are a good force. An angelic force of nature. Here to sculpt new ways. Here to dance in new dawns. Here to BELIEVE in the best of people. Here to be the BEST of yourself! Here to let God work through you. 

Did you ever think it could be any other way?

You've always been this spark of the divine..glowing brightly...leading the way. You have your plans on paper but have you acted on them yet? Are you REALLY letting the world see you? What are you letting stop you? Even if these places of pain or hiding were never your fault, not things you would have chosen for yourself...NO...because you would NEVER choose to be a 'less' version of yourself. It's just that over years, lifetimes, of contorting yourself to fit in, to hide, to survive, to cope...you turned your light down! If you are here to be a world leader in change, then f'ing be a world leader in change! If you are here to show us the new loving way...then show us the new loving way! 

Use your voice. 

Tell people who you are and what you do. Create those throngs and throngs of offerings, sacred containers and programs that are just bubbling over in glee in your soul! Create them, launch them, sell them, let your people buy from you and CHOOSE these life changing containers for themself! 

Turn the dial of your light all the way up! So what if it makes you afraid or nauseaus to do so? It's worth it! 

You'll come out the other side happy :) And you'll be making that green in the way you truly desire to.

God supports the worthy :) 

Soul led sales...a low cost $44 hour long healing experience with me is next week Wednesday, join at this link.

with love,

Katie

The unwinding of your nervous system into true wealth

 You can stop running now, there's actually nothing scary coming for you, anymore.

When your body has been through trauma, it will project that scary memory of who hurt you onto....well....just about anyone or anything....including what your Soul actually does want. Including onto healthy loving people, onto people who really truly DO love you, and onto the money that you want.

So I'd like to tell you that the people in your life who really DO love you, are SAFE. Also, money is SAFE.

It is safe to unwind now lovely.

SEE in your energy, GO WITHIN, and LOOK into the fear that you feel. It is safe to feel it, safe to go into it, safe to see that at the core.....you are trying to keep yourself SAFE by keeping EVERYTHING AWAY! Including truth, light, healing, love and abundance.

So what parts of you need to let go now?
What parts of you used to protect you but are now a hindrance?
What parts of your scared little child inside can FINALLY let go of the grip and come out into the light now with God? There is SO MUCH SUPPORT/LIGHT/TRUTH/ABUNDACE/FRIENDS/LOVE here for you to embrace now!! Give me your hand and I'll show you the way :)

Your Soul Sunrise

This is a magical 3 month container with me to bring all your soul parts/inner child parts into Divine union within you and with God.

This is deep trauma/abuse healing...whether from this lifetime childhood/inherited ancestrally/past life times

This is the unwinding in your nervous system and heart into true wealth

This is your freedom

I have 3 spaces open for this program

Click this link to read more and to find out if this is for you. At the bottom of the page you'll find a link to book a complimentary 30 min phone chat with me. I'll want to hear about your inner healing journey, what you are looking for and what your true soul visions are for yourself and for your life. If I feel I can help you, we will begin your 3 month Soul Sunrise 🙂

Look forward to talking with you beautiful!

xo Katie Awake