Daughter, wife and wealthy woman

The most challenging aspects of my own journey from financial scarcity to lasting financial wealth, and of many of my clients, come out of healing the relationship to money in the roles of daughter and wife.

Or perhaps a lack of having a relationship to our own financial wealth creation *because of* societal gender & relationship roles; I think most of it happens unconsciously. Bodies carry many generations worth of patterns and Soul carry many lifetimes worth of patterns.

I realize not everyone will relate to this post. It's for other women who *do* relate and can benefit from hearing about my journey and about the financial breakthroughs that I help my clients have.

I also want to make clear that my husband is an incredibly supportive partner to me, spiritually, emotionally and financially. He believes in me....hence how much I am coming into my own sovereignty, including having my own business and other income streams, WITH him at my side. We both pursue our Soul purposes and support each other's journeys on every level; it's a beautiful thing.

Now, within the context of me healing my relationship to money and establishing somatically through my body, that I am indeed sovereign and can be sovereign financially, that is what I am writing about. It has NOT, by a long shot, been ok on this planet for women to be financially free through sharing widely their SOUL GIFTS.. AND have sacred, thriving marriages. So...that is what I am doing :) And I'm taking lots of women with me too :)

To women resonating with me, I recommend breaking yourself free with prayer, with intention, with ceremony, with your own magic...from these beliefs... even if you are earning good money...they can still be there. For me these kinds of unconscious programming would show up AFTER I had a powerful call or WHEN I receive money....they can cause chaos or physical pain symptoms or cause you to get rid of money when you have it.

*A wife can't earn her own money
*A girl is owned by her father and than by her husband
*She cannot earn her own money and any money that she does earn goes to him

Feel what comes up through your body while you are reading them and while you are clearing them - forgive yourself as a Soul for co-creating these patterns on any level (not because it's your fault - but we want to be 100% clear of the energies so that you can get free financially and to be uber successful) - hand it all over to God - DECIDE how you want to be in relationship to money now! How do you want to feel in relationship to money? How much do you want a month? a year? Get comfortable with it energetically first, then it can come in physically.

You get to have everything you want and it gets to feel great for you! You being fully you, sharing the gifts from your Soul, making great money doing it, it is holy service to us all. You will be happier in your marriage when you are enjoying your OWN creative gifts and prosperity. In my experience if I get off track from my own creative flow (which for me is the same as my business flow and money flow) I get unhappy and I start to look at my husband through trauma eyes; rather than the eyes of my Soul. That's actually the beauty of marriage, it succeeds when BOTH parties are enacting their own Soul's work.

Humans are infinitely creative beings and NEED to be being creative to be thriving. The additional thing me and my spiritual team are doing is hooking up financial wealth with true Soul creative gifts, AS ONE.

This is union between Spirit and Money.

It is the END of making money being soul sucking.

It is the resurgence of the feminine principle of creation WITH business & financial wellness. Respected and supported BY the masculine principle. The holy water held within the holy grail, so to speak.

Women now, millions of us, are actually new Earth Angel Business Leaders and we're making a new trillion dollar love economy...that's what I see the Coaching Industry is.

Feel the freedom?

Our movement is not actually gender specific, as it is happening through human consciousness, but, a large portion of financial abuse, covert control...you can be independent but only so much... was and still is purposfully...they even claim it to be backed by God (which it is not) continue to be done to women. Maybe this is because the dark KNOWS the true power of women and does not want to lose control.

I just want to be very clear that I know A LOT of amazing men, and I see all of you doing incredible work too!!! I work with a lot of amazing male clients too! I blame the dark that's been controlling this planet and humanity for ages, not men.

I just know these inner places where I need to keep helping thousands of women get free from financial control shackles of their pasts. Probably on men too...men can have a lot of bizarre money/work slave type mentalities that need clearing too.

Let's all get rich from our Soul work now, eh? Buck abuse systems!

Ways this abuse/trauma/disempowerment has shown up in me and in my clients AND what we permanently clear to NOW be free to earn by being enacting Soul Creative Energy and Sacred Union with money and Sacred union within marriage:

*General fear of money
*Fear of investing in yourself (same as prioritizing yourself- your creativity, needs, wants, desires etc)
*Feeling incapable of handling money
*Feeling inadequate to have lots of money
*Feeling like you don't belong in business or finance worlds
*Lots of rage - because you know that you are indeed capable, qualified, an amazing leader etc.
*A Soul knowing that it is your destiny to be financially wealthy being being fully yourself
*Not satisfied with boxey, wordly-rat-race money paths
*Desire to be in your feminine flow AND creating financial wealth you desire
*Desire feminine masculine union in your marriage or future partnership

I currently have a FREE program running called *Destiny Unlocked* where we are....indeed...unlocking our destinies :) Join now because we've already started! You can get caught up on the Day one video today.

Join the Destiny Unlocked facebook group below, you are so so welcome!!!

I also am currently taking new private clients...for Quantum Healing and Soul Business Coaching work...email me Katie@KatieAwake.com if you would like to chat about working together. My 2023 Soul Business Mastermind is enrolling or I have 1:1 healing programs available. 

We can be on your first call as soon as this week!

So much love,
Katie Awake
Spiritual Healer & Intuitive Money Coach 

How to let yourself have everything you want :)

In the process of aligning your energy with what your Soul desires to create; there's a difference between a more deeply embedded trauma/memory/experience that needs to be processed fully...STORED IN YOUR BODY.... potentially with professional aid...compared to just a thought stream that can be stopped on it's head.

If you're experiencing something that you can tell lives in your body, in your cells with an emotion quality to it..this is likely stored trauma. It's a part of you that thinks it is keeping you safe from experiencing the dangerous SOUL FREEDOM that you are craving. Because what you REALLY want to do/be/have in your life will SET YOU FREE on every level and you'll immediately start having everything you want in life. When you are vibrating energetically with what you DO want, you'll actually see that you already have everything and you'll start *actually* saying yes with your frequency to having more and more of what you want.

So if you have traumas in you from times you were just being your normal self; and you got beat up, hurt, silenced, shamed, abused...where you than have stories inside like 'it's not safe to be me' 'its safe to not be seen' 'its safe to have little' 'this worlds no safe' 'I don't fit here' 'i'm not wanted' 'joy/abudance is not for me' ...anything like that...these trauma memories stored in the cells of your body...just need you to do these 3 things:

Open to feeling the feelings inside them fully. Forgive yourself for feeling that way all the way through your human DNA and eternal Soul. Let it all be ok. Then hand it over to God. All you need to do is be a being of light, no need to carry anything else. (You are safe being light because light only lets light in and light repels dark)

Just like this, outloud and mean it:

It is understandable that I feel this way. I make sense. My emotions make sense. Take a few deep breaths and just feel!

I forgive myself for creating this pattern and emotions.

I release my own attachment to these trauma memories, to these emotions in my body and to anything else I need to release to now let it be easy to have what I want in my life in every way.

I hand all of this over to God.

*Breathe, feel and notice what you notice*

I now choose to believe and create....(you choose!)

IF it is just random thoughts that are creating what you don't want... WITHOUT some big somatic emotion body charge....interupt them...and immediately start flooding your body thinking thoughts about the stuff you DO want to create!!!

You silly, infinitely creative being, you!!!

Stop getting in your own way and create what you DO want.

ok, bye, enjoy.

PS....want to get more free on every level to be, act, speak, create, write, earn money, be in your marriage, parenting, friendships....as the Soul that you are? Join me for 9 months inside Quantum Gold Mastermind. Quantum Gold evokes inner spiriual union between Christ Consciousness and Money; though the results are Union on all levels. This is a 9 month spiritual birthing chamber. It's been workin' me for a year now and it's freakin' incredible lol. You'll unfold into being exactly who you've always wanted to be - just as I have into myself - and continue to. We begin January :) Click here to read more now and apply to join.  I have 6 spaces open! xo Katie

You are a gift to this Earth

After a lifetime of over delivering myself to try and be good. After always feeling like I had to 'make' myself into something to receive love. After always feeling like I'm nothing deep down inside...and hoping no one would see how bad I secretly am...I am happily burning this ALL up!

Into the light we go.

I have always been pure light.

In my true self, my most natural, I'm just here, self.

Not only am I good enough, worthy, divine, perfect...I am one with God.

And so are you.

Know the light that you are.

Especially in the hidden parts, where you might secretly worry if you are bad. If you are not so sure that you are worthy of everything you KNOW your Soul is here to have/be/receive/experience....right HERE...

You are the brightest!!

It was a trick. It was abuse. It was a cover up.

Shine like the diamond that you are. Without even trying. You are divine when you are feeling like sh*t, curled up crying...especially then...you are a diamond.

It doesn't matter what's going on, how much money you have, how many people you have in your life, how anything is going...how you perceive yourself to be measuring up...you are divine.

period.

All of the time.

:)

I have 4 places open for Soul Sunrise. This is 3 months with me 1:1 to remember who you truly are. To clear anthing that needs to clear for you to rise like the Sun. For you to be your SELF.

You can function in life as the divine Soul that you are by allowing clear communication with the people you love, more money flowing in your business/career, blossiming soul aligned friendships and more fun in your romantic relationship. 

Click here to read more and apply! We can be on your first healing and coaching call as soon as Tuesday! 

Katie

Spiritual Healer through the Peace of God

I work with different healing colors of light

Over the years I have gotten to know the different bandwidths of healing light colors that happen during my sessions with people. They are so powerful, gentle, dependable, consistent, strong, smart and loving! They show up to me as specific rays of colored light; it is ALL God's work.

Each healing frequency supports the client to have the exact ancestry, inner child, past life soul retrieval, trauma healing and more… that they need. People also experience profound pain relief, inner epiphanies about self development, relationships, soul mission, purpose, business and wealth creation. 

Here are the most common ones that we work with:

Blue to light blue: Sometimes as a marble-y bluish/white. Christ union energy. This one I see most often coming in crown and heart chakras. Proving balancing of yin and yang energies. Masculine and feminine energies. It also comes in to help people heal religious trauma and restore them to God union inside; their most natural truths. It is a sacred union frequency that can guide healing in marriages too; or help call in sacred marriage energies. Not just romantic relationships but any relationship can restore to union - parent/child etc. 

Pink and red: I see pink and red hues when a client's physical body is responding well and integrating healing. They also feel like divine feminine beings coming in to assist the healings. Definite strong feminine love vibes! 

Yellow and gold: Higher frequency divine energy. When a client is opening to more God union inside. Most often I see this in the crown chakra as the client is receiving more of their own divine spiritual energy into their physical body. But it’s not restricted to the crown area; I often see rays of gold coming into any area of the body. It’s entirely between God and the client what happens based on what they need. 

Lime Green! This is one of my favorites. It is a spiritual version of aloe vera gel. A soothing balm to wounds. I work with this A LOT! 

I do not plan sessions in advance. This knowledge I have laid out are a snippet of my observations over 10 years of spiritual healing work. The sessions are orchestrated between God and my clients Souls. I have the happy joy of being an assistant and spiritual midwife. 

Let me know if you would like to try working with me! I currently have 4 spaces open for my 3 month program Soul Sunrise. Click the link here to read more and to apply. 

Lots of love,

Katie

How the unexpressed NO shows up as fiery physical symptoms

 A general observation from my 10 years of healing work with people:

Their unexpressed NO has to show up somewhere. If people have experienced shame/silencing of their voice - here’s a list of ways I’ve seen this expressing through people’s bodies - and ps- it can all totally be alleviated by finding/uncovering/expressing & creating needed boundaries.

🔥Hives
🔥lost voice
🔥throat ailments
🔥strep throats/sore throats
🔥Digestive ailments
🔥Spine curvatures
🔥Neck pain
🔥voice seems disconnected

(Not saying this as absolute truth, just patterns I notice... I’m here as a pattern watcher & I utilize my energy reading abilities to help people become more liberated 💚)

We’re all SO unique & brilliant with how coping strategies get made in our energy field & body. No 2 people are the same. Sometimes it’s just some unwinding & expression that’s really needed! 💜

I have 4 places open right now for new private clients in my 3 month 1:1 healing program. Just click the link here to read more & apply. I’ll get back to you ASAP. 🔥🔥

Katie

Childhood sexual trauma healing

My whole life I lived with a mysterious, in-the-background feeling, that I was sexually abused as a child. I was so used to it being there, that I had somehow learned to tuck it away neatly into a drawer. I'm also grateful to my subconscious and Soul for blocking out the memories; this is an amazing survival skill we can do. 

As I've become safe in my life by restoring my inner energetic sovereignty with God and by marrying my amazing husband; the memories started coming up intensely - right after we were married actually! I feel it was this internal shift into being safely supported and loved by masculine energy that my body started spontaneously processing, clearing and purging the s3xual trauma memories. 

It has been extremely scary and difficult at times. But I just do what I always do; trust my Soul's healing process and surrender to God. I'm really not afraid of anything because I know I'm eternal. 

I also know that I am not just purging my trauma, but that of my ancestors and some of the collective on ths planet, too. As I'm sure some of you can relate, this is the nitty gritty work we are doing to help humanity. 

Though, I do not abide in a martyr role. No. I process and clear what I feel is my Soul's 'work load' to do; as I am most interested in living a wildy fun and abundant life :) 

I feel compelled to type this tonight because I can feel my feminine energy coalescing into greater clarity by sharing this part of my story. Like rough waters becoming calm :) I feel safe because I can feel how my inner masculine energy has my back. Also, if I can be a light for someone else, that is good. 

If you're curious about 1:1 energy reading and healing work with me, just message me. I have 4 spots currently open for my 3 month program Soul Sunrise. Link to apply in my bio Sunshine! 

all the love,

Katie

Now enrolling: Soul Sunrise !

 Where there are deep wounds of not being heard. Where you've been shut down the worst for BEING yourself. Where you have spoken wisdom. Where you have preached the word. Where you have been MOST expressed from within the holiest of holy place within you. Where it hurts so bad...because the people who SHOULD have heard you...didn't...

HERE.

Rather than staying mad about the pain. Rather than acting out the wounds with anyone who can listen. Rather than projecting that pain around flimsy flamsy...let's center it.

Let's retrieve the gold from inside. Let's break it open. Let's SPEAK.

Again. Now.

For a while healing deep wounds of being silenced....it hurts while it heals. Because it feels good to speak your Soul's truths, to let God speak through you....but the insides of the cave of your throat will still burn with the memories of being silenced. Even the memories of being executed in past lifetimes for being you. Whatever holy roles you held.

So, the only choice now, the one that hurts and the one that sets you free...is to speak again. To lead again. To prosper now unlike any other time before.

You will meet backlash. But you can take it. And you can become so resilient inside that voices of hate towards you become like whispers. Because the work God does through you is SO MUCH BRIGHTER!! It is supposed to happen that some are burned up in their own inner alchemy process as you rise.

The inner walls, inside your body, that remember so many times of trauma, let them burn as you speak and decidedly CHOOSE to be seen more and more and more!

We're all gonna die anyway, so why not light up the sky while you're here 😉 😍😅

I'm friends with death, it doesn't bother me.

What does bother me is being hated for being me. But that just seems to be par for the course sometimes here on this fine planet ..

I have 4 places open for Soul Sunrise to begin this month. This is 3 months of 1:1 energy reading and healing with me. Book in a free soul chat here so we can discuss.

Together.. we'll bring you, your voice, your mission & your wealth alive. It's scary and alive and FUN and so so freeing 🙂

All the love,
Katie Awake