My beloved Saturn broke down today. I love her. She is a good friend, we're very close ;)
Not to worry, it sounds like she's gonna be fine and probably kick it along with me for a little while longer. We've had many fond memories together, like when I used to lock my keys in her all the time and have to break in - or when I left my flashers on at St. Ben's for 3 days and got a few tickets.... awww fondness.
Getting down to the business of this writing - As she was slowing down today, lights going off, losing speed, then just stopped, I started to freak out, felt sad, felt self-conscious, felt bad for myself, shed a couple tears. So I call AAA, and the operator had the same name as my sweet niece. I love the universe for these obvious syncronicities. Immediately I had a larger perspective and just knew this situation I orchestrated and drew to myself to get to a deeper level of letting go of feeling like a victim. My reality is a reflection of myself. My car is a mirror of me. When I don't take care of my body or ignore my red flags - I lose energy!
Sitting in my burnt out car I flagged cars around me - I alchemized some sorrow and abandonment frequencies. Then a nice guy with a tow truck gave us a lift to my favorite tires plus. Here's the best part: The guy working there said 'you know, I feel bad that I don't feel bad for you' HA! (I thought to myself) He said ' I just see this all the time' and went on to tell me a story about a woman who cried to him for an hour about her divorce. Who knew that car mechanics also offer therapy.
That confirmed it for me. I knew within that I am done feeling like a victim to circumstance. My reality is always a reflection of myself. JOY is the new normal. I love perceiving life as energy, and limitless potential and possibility opens up to us as we realize that we are co-creating our lives every moment with our thoughts, feelings and energy. If you want some extra perspective in realizing your spiritual sovereignty and power you can reach me at livingalchemy@hushmail.com or come try some Bikram yoga in St. Paul.
Peace.
Kaitlin
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