Responsible for the suffering of others

This theme is very apparent in my world. The need for me to drop feeling responsible for everyone's healing just had to happen, and it's a process to let go of. I find it so interesting how difficult a drop it is! This is a deeply ingrained animal, that we need to carry other peoples pain, that we are responsible for the hurt feelings of others. Going further, that we need to filter what we say or don't say to prevent other's from an imagined 'negative' reaction. I'm knowing that it is time for me now to drop those filters. That it is my true responsibility to be HONEST with how I feel, with what I need, and especially in sharing from the light of my soul. Often I don't share my deepest knowings because I'm afraid it will be too much for the people I'm with, for my client or for the group. But I see that is seeing them in a limited perception, and I'm sorry about that! Through out my life when people have been just honest with me, honest with how they see me, honest with what they don't like about me, honest with how they see me limiting myself...it smarts...but then it is the BEST gift. For those mirrors, I am grateful. So, pretty much what I am saying, is that I am translucent now, I am transparent. Which means I talk about when I'm triggered and out of body because I'm afraid I've offended you. I talk about my crazy mind that tells me lies about being stupid or that someone is 'mad' at me, whatever that means. And most beautifully, I'm honest from the truth of MY core. It is my duty to speak honestly and strongly about the power of love. I've learned that my voice matters and so does yours. All of us sharing in a circle is an act of creation. It adds to the beauty and evolution of this planet and humanity.